Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Oozing With Love

Okay, so not to sound completely silly, but I feel so incredibly in love today.  I don't know what it is, but there are just moments where I feel so in love with my husband that I can't sit still, can't quit thinking about anything else.  Not to say that I don't love him deeply everyday, but there are just some days when it all becomes so much stronger.  Lately, I've felt this way a lot more and I'm chalking it up to having to do with the baby.  There is nothing cooler and more awe-inspiring than knowing that you and someone you love deeply have created a new life and that he/she is developing inside you, a little copy of you and the person you love the most.  I didn't understand this at all until I got pregnant, but I do now as the pregnancy progresses.  Hearing her heartbeat at doctor's appointments and feeling her foot kick my ribs (however annoying it may be) makes me feel an even deeper connection with my husband than I have before.  I love her so much already and I love him even more with each passing day.
*Have you thrown up yet?*
Alright, alright, I'll move on.  Of course, what's brought this on today was my doctor's appointment, which went very well, for those interested in knowing.  Work was...well...work.  Frustrating (and not at all in a good way) and felt like a monumental waste of my time, but it helps pays the bills.  I keep telling myself this is just a very tiny chapter in my memoir, and am keeping my eyes on the future, where hopefully I will be employed somewhere I love. 
The cat and kittens that live under my house met me at the front door this afternoon when I got home from work, and I have to say, they are my favorite greeting committee! Three adorably fat, grey fluffballs and one sleek, green-eyed beauty, always begging for hot dogs or slices of deli meat. Of course I indulge them, because I'm a sucker for thier pathetic mews and wide, innocent eyes.  I'm totally being used for access to my refrigerator, but with my maternal instincts kicking in, I guess I'd better just stock up on processed meats and keep dishing it out, because there's no way I'm saying no to those little critters! (I'll have to post a picture on here of them at some point)
Until tomorrow...

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